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| It's time to update. That's right after almost three months I'm
going to write something. One, for those who don't know which I
don't think is anyone...I'm engaged to the most amazing woman in the
world (that's Kelli Wegerer). We are to be wed on April 15,
2006. Sorry to all the rest of you ladies who missed out  ...........riiiiiight.
I'm very excited as I should be, but no matter how much I've thought
about being married it still doesn't seem like reality. Other
than that things have been pretty much the same. I go to work,
which I still love, go home and well that's about it. Right now I
couldn't ask for a better life.
Christmas brough a plane flight home to visit with family and old
friends. I had a great time, but it's never long enough.
Usually I don't like visiting with friends from high school because it
brings back bad memories, but this time was a little different. I
got to see some friends that I haven't even talked to in a long
while. They were all doing well...one was Top Gun in the Navy,
one a music artist in Nashville, one a lawyer at home, one writing and
producing a tv show, one a manager at an engineering plant, one a
marketing exec at a publishing company in DC....but within all their
amazing jobs there still seemed to be something missing. When
they asked me what I was doing now I realized how much more purpose my
life had because of the eternal rather than temporary fruits of my
labor. Each guy just looked at me as I sipped my water in the
middle of some random bar with a look of desire. I think they,
just as I did, realized how content and fulfilling my life was to
me. I hope I was an example for them, but really all I wanted to
do was run out of the bar crying and praising God for the unbelieveable
life He has provided for me. Thank you God for moments like that
which help me to remember how wonderful You really are.
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| So yesterday was my birthday. I'm on my way to 30...that's so
weird. Anyway, it was a great birthday and it's not over
yet. My rule is that your birthday is not over until you've
received your last gift. I going to dinner tonight with Kelli so
I'm assuming I'll get my last gift then. I'm pretty pumped about
it. Thank you to all who wished me a happy birthday or did
something nice like a gift or party. Also thank you to those of
you who felt the need to call my voicemail and sing into your phone
(which sounded wonderful). It brought a smile to my face.
You guys are a lot of fun.
I got to go see my family over the weekend.
Pretty great times. My dad decided he wanted to give my 3
acres of lakefront property in TX. Never really saw that one
coming. We'll see how that turns out. I got to see my
grandma for the first time in 5 years. I love being out on her
farm. Please pray for her if you think about it. Her health
is not doing to well. Hopefully she'll keep trucking along like
she has forever.
Not much more going on, actually there's a ton more
going on, but I'll have to update later on some of those things.
Fingers too tired...feeling fatigued....need...zzzzzzzzzzz. I'm
stupid!
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| I hate when I feel left out, especially when it's by someone I really
care about. It's so hard b/c you want to be understanding, but at
the same time you want their attention. I don't want to be a high
maintenance friend, but I do want to be appreciated and maybe even
sought out. It's so hard to watch someone else be so happy and
not be a part of it. Again I want to be happy for that person,
yet I want that person to be happy because I'm there. I guess if
I truly cared I would just suck it up and realize that I can't always be the
front man. I have so much pride it's ridiculous. Sometimes
I'm not happy with myself at all, and now would be one of those
times. Sorry for the negative post. This just gives me a
chance to vent.
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| So I'm not too sure about this xanga thing. I like reading
everyone else's business, but I don't like writing mine. I really
think part of it is because my entry wouldn't be half as entertaining
as some of my friends that I read. Anyway, this weekend was
really busy/fun. We celebrated 20 years of K-Life here in
Harrrison. It was pretty cool to meet all the people that have
been here before us. I'll be honest, the best part was going out
on the lake and getting to wake board. I praise God that I was in
a boat that wasn't very crowded. No one had to see me eat like fifty
times. I'm just not used to jumping that easy. Those boats
threw a little bigger wake than what I'm used to riding. That's
enough excuses. I'm mainly glad no one saw me hurt my ankle, but
now it's killing me. I'm sure I'll be fine in a couple of
days. Thanks for the laughs all you fun peoples that were
there. Heather, hopefully we can find some more $3 sunglasses to
replace yours. That's the end of that boring entry.
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| Xanga
I'm back, even though I
had to create a whole new xanga site. This thing is so
stupid! I couldn't remember my password and xanga wouldn't send
it to my email account. Thanks for the laughs Tuesday night
Heather!
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